hospital damn near killed me
Have you ever thought you were about to be killed? I did yesterday. I had vocal cord surgery so that I can speak again. The tissue in...
Dear Self,
Dear Self, I want to tell you it will be ok and that life will get better. I want to go for a walk and hold your hand and say that every...
I am not Beyonce.
There are different stages to acceptance of being chronically ill. The hardest part for me to accept is that I am completely dependent...
my tank is empty.
Today is one of those days I have nothing in the reserves to pull from. I am mentally and physically exhausted and yet the last 48 hours...
call me the tumornater.
Some day I hope to understand and know the cause of why I keep getting these damn tumors. I had two more removed last week. One on my...
family
As a kid all I ever imagined to be when I grew up was a mom. I would play with my baby dolls and care for them as if they were really,...
Grammy is my strength this week
The first time I ever knew somebody who was sick was in 1994 when my grandmother had breast cancer. My dad has been sick my whole life...
my grass IS green DAMMIT!
Sometimes in my head I find myself at a pity party, doing shots of tequila, dancing on a table. I get so upset sometimes that this is...
Im sorry world.
I hate going to bed at night. It takes me all day to begin to feel human and then by 6pm, when I am finally feeling somewhat conscious, I...
Thank you Social Media
My life is amazing. I have a wonderful group of people that love and support me with every choice I make and thing I do. I have a man...
