Life. Accept it.

Its been over 6 weeks since I had the ischemic colitis, and the Cdiff, so WHY DOES IT STILL HURT? is this life? Must I just accept that this is how my body is supposed to feel? I do not want to think that.

Pain is a crazy thing. It can make you go insane. mix that with passing out and feeling exhausted all day long I am at my breaking point.

I know I shouldnt complain. I am alive. I dont have cancer. I am loved. BUT DAMMIT somedays i realize, MY LIFE SUCKS.

Ill shake it off. I always do, but yesterday I was basically on the floor or in my recliner all day...today Im wheeling around, frustrated. Its life. I am happy to be alive....