Days like today I wish I could be put in a coma and awoken when doctors either figure out how to treat what is wrong or cure me.
I am so exhausted. My body pain is a 10+. I must have over used my body somehow yesterday because everything from my mid back down is SCREAMING at me. My blood pressure must not be regulating properly because I am nauseated and dizzy and dammit I am so tired.
Days like today I just want to give up, seriously. Continuing to fight this battle everyday is sooo emotionally draining. No, I am not depressed. I am realistic. I will pick my chin up off the floor and my spirit will be renewed by the end of the day but man, I am so sick of suffering.