April 22, 2015

It’s hard to explain what my daily life is like. 

Some days are amazing, some days suck. 




Monday was a day that I’ve waited for- for over 10 months!!!  I got my transplant.  It is a crazy thing to think that right now I have somebody else’s stuff inside of me.  I hope that it works and that it makes my abdominal pain go away and the crazy other symptoms I’ve been living with…  Although- I will say my skinniness have been a positive symptom.


Today I’m going to the pain Dr.  What exactly a pain Dr. is??? Hard to say … I just hope he fixes my hips, my stomach, my neck, my back, my knees and my entire right leg. LOL.  The thing is I cannot take pain medicine, so he better not throw any...

April 13, 2015




How does one start a book about their life?  Do they simply introduce themselves? Does one come up with a witty one liner about how shitty life can be? Maybe they just start rambling?  I guess I just begin with a super summary that will be detailed out later...


The basics



I was born on a snowy day in December, 1982.  My parents have always lived in Minnesota, Saint Paul, and have always been middle class.  They worked VERY hard their entire lives to provide for my older brother and I and my childhood was really quite fantastic. 


I had a few road bumps here and there as a kid but nothing that I couldn’t ever get over or adjust to.  My family was so stable we could have been...

April 6, 2015

Sometimes you have to go through the clouds to get to the sun. 




I think that’s what I am doing right now.  My days are cloudy and filled with rain, but I MUST hold hope that someday my sunshine is coming.


I have C Diff AGAIN.  It has been a tough road but April 20th I will get my fecal transplant.  It is 90% effective and so I am hoping I am not the 10% failure rate. LOL 




This weekend was interesting.  I drove with my bestie to the Kentucky/W. Virginia/Ohio border and picked up a rescue dog with her.  I should say, I didn’t drive a damn mile…lol, SHE DROVE.  I wish I could drive.  Oye.  It was exhausting.  I calculated 37 HOURS of pure driving.  It was worth it though because the dog...

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