December 31, 2014



New Year's Eve can't believe it's going to be 2015 same to me. People think about what they want to change for the new year what resolutions they want to make, I don't really have any changes I want to make....well conscious instead I'm gonna make a list of things that I'm thinking for 2015:

1. I'd appreciate loosing consciousness less.
2. I hope my colon doesn't try to die again in 2015...
3. I'd like to be concussion and traumatic brain injury free
4. I'd like to get out of my house more
5. I'd really like to see my brothers family, my grandma and my great aunt more
6. I want to remember everyday to tell everyone how much I love and appreciate them
7. I want LESS doctor appoin...

December 31, 2014



My year in review.

Starting most recent...

December 2014: I continued doing my physical therapy ~90 minutes everyday. I followed through with my goals of communicating with my family more and pushed to see my parents as much as possible. Josh and I tried a few new restaurants and decided the best one we go to is magnolias on the east side and romolos. No matter how amazing some other food might be, nothing beats going to a locally owned small business that knows you and appreciates your business. I turned 32, but didn't really celebrate aside from dinner with the family. This month I lived for Christmas,I'm gave some gifts that really meant a lot to me and that I had put a lot of thought i...

December 31, 2014

Lately I've had kind of a one track mind about my bed.  I called around to find the best price, figured out which one I wanted, it was hard and oddly stressful- but I did it.  I'm so thankful to everyone who contributed to my gofundme and to one woman in particular.  She has been there for me and gives me more then anyone could possibly ever imagine-I won't name her because then she'll get upset, but I love her and I appreciate her. I've told her many times but the world should know, she is an amazing amazing woman. I've had a good few couple of days I was even able to go shopping twice- which is nearly unheard of in my world. Unfortunately the more walking I try to do the worst my hips hurt. That...

December 27, 2014



I feel like there should be a shirt that says "I survived Christmas 2014."  Between my POTS, the healing surgery and the sleepless nights due to the hip pain, I really feel like even getting to Christmas this year was a miracle.  The fact that then I was able to go to 3 different houses and eat 3 meals Christmas day is A TRUE MIRACLE.  God must have known I needed time outside my own house.  by about 6pm I had a migrane and a nausea that would kill a cat, but my smile remained and I WAS upright.  Then I laid in bed under my new heated blanket and watched the movie BRIDESMADES.  how hilarious is that?!?!?!  I think I have seen it before but like most things, thanks to concussions I didnt re...

December 25, 2014

Merry Christmas, I would reflect on the year but I think Ill do that closer to new I just want to celebrate family and how much they mean to me.  I am such a family oriented person its ridiculous.  If I could own a culdesac and have all my family living nextdoor to me I would be happy.  seriously. It woudl be amazing, my grandma, brother, parents, joshs aunties, jjoshs mom and al, everyone...all on our own little culdesac.  It would be amazing. BUT reality, LOL.


So this christmas I got joshua a wedding ring.  The reason I did this is because I will not get married unil I can actually walk down the aisle and stand for a ceremony and dance at teh reception...and joshu...

December 24, 2014

Life is insane. I got great news this morning while someone else I know was getting shitty news. Life is crazy because for whatever reason God hands us more than we can handle and I don't know the reason behind all the different suffering in this world and all the different trials and tribulations that we all must go through. I try to remain positive but after last two weeks I am personally worn out. My prayers and my thoughts are with everyone who is struggling through sickness, everyone who is struggling to make ends meet for Christmas, and everyone who simply gets out of bed every day with a smile on their face no matter what.

December 23, 2014

whoopsy, Sorry for all the typos my last posting....I'd go back and fix them but that seems like it would ruin  the authenticity of the post. LOL.  It is 9am and at 9:45 joshuas mommy is picking me up and taking me to my post op appointment.  I am so nervous. I should know by 10:30am if the tumor was cancerous or not.  I am freaking out.  I keep telling myself to relax, I have handled much worse, but I just feel like I cant calm myself down! LOL


I of corse will Blog the results as soon as I mentally half-process them.  I am sure I will be fine...I really dont think GOD would throw more on my plate than already is there...RIGHT? 


OK, signing off for now...





December 21, 2014

Well I had my surgery on Friday it went well. Honestly it's probably easy surgery I've ever had.  Anetisia went really well and I didn't have any major POTS problems. The sad part though is that I have to wait till Tuesday to get my pathology report which I have major anxiety about and I know I should just chill out and just let let it be- it is what it is- but I'm freaking out.I started a go fund me page and I'd like to say that experience has been good but so far not totally.  I'm overwhelmed with the niceness of some people in the donations that they gave, its amazing. But then there's other people that are questioning me because I don't look like I'm disabled and I don't look like I would "need...

December 18, 2014

December 17, 2014

Yesterday was amazing.  I got to go run errands with my mom and I got out of the house! It really helps when I get to go somewhere or someone comes and visits me.  Days alone in the house get really long and I think I talk to the dogs…LOL!


After running errands I was pretty exhausted so I didn’t do my bike riding…oops. BUT, then I did make a make-up tutorial video, which was hilarious.  I am ridiculous.  I posted it, watch if you want.  I will warn you it is LONG. 24 minutes I think. LOL. Seriously I am ridiculous.


THEN, last night an old photographer friend of mine came over and took photos for me.  I got a great photo for my American Heart Association campaign, which I post...

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